Behind the Citgo

A night of partying. A traffic stop. An arrest that changed everything. In Episode 008 of Behind the Citgo, Jes White shares the powerful, unfiltered testimony of how hitting rock bottom became the doorway to recovery, faith, and a completely transformed life. When her mother made the heartbreaking decision to let police take her in, Jes had no idea that moment would lead her to the Anchor Initiative—and ultimately to a life‑changing encounter with Jesus.
Jes opens up about the stigma surrounding Christian recovery programs, the difference between religion and real relationship, and how surrendering her self‑will brought a freedom she never expected. Her story is raw, honest, and full of hope for anyone wondering whether true transformation is possible.
If you’ve battled addiction, wrestled with faith, or questioned whether God still meets people in their darkest moments, this episode will speak directly to you.#ChristianRecovery #AddictionTestimony #FaithBasedRehab #AnchorInitiative #SobrietyStory #JesusInRecovery #SpiritualTransformation #ChristianPodcast #RecoveryJourney #TestimonyTuesday #FaithStory #OvercomingAddiction #RedemptionStory #BehindTheCitgo #JesWhite

A First Responder’s Truth: Steve Barger on Trauma, Addiction, and the Alarming Shift in Our Schools
Steve Barger has spent his life serving others—commanding first responders, answering crisis calls, and carrying the weight of moments most people never witness. In this deeply personal interview, Steve shares the story behind the uniform: years of trauma, a battle with alcoholism, and the struggle to lead while fighting demons no one could see.
Steve also brings a powerful, boots‑on‑the‑ground perspective on what’s happening to our kids. From the erosion of discipline to the explosion of vaping and the psychological pressure of social media, he paints a sobering picture of a school system in crisis—and the young people caught in the middle.
This is an honest, unfiltered conversation about pain, resilience, leadership, and the urgent need to protect the next generation.
 

Host Josh Torbich sits down with Brunswick County Sheriff Brian Chism for a powerful, eye‑opening conversation about the real limits of handcuffs—both as a law‑enforcement tool and as a symbol of the deeper restraints people face in addiction, trauma, and recovery.
From the front lines of policing to the human stories behind every call, this episode explores:
The realities officers face when responding to addiction‑driven crises
Why punishment alone can’t break the cycle of substance use
The role of compassion, connection, and community‑based recovery
How law enforcement and recovery advocates can work together for meaningful change
Sheriff Chism brings a rare blend of honesty, experience, and heart to the discussion, challenging assumptions and shedding light on what it truly takes to help people break free—far beyond the physical restraints of handcuffs.
If you care about addiction recovery, criminal justice reform, mental health, or understanding the human side of law enforcement, this is an episode you won’t want to miss.
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Episode 006 of Behind the Citgo takes a powerful look at one of the most important—and often most challenging—parts of the recovery journey: rebuilding family relationships. Joined by the insightful and compassionate Dwane Richardson, we explore how trust can be restored, how communication evolves, and how families can heal together after addiction has created distance or pain.
This episode is for anyone in recovery, anyone supporting a loved one, or anyone seeking a deeper understanding of how families grow stronger through healing. You’ll hear real stories, practical tools, and grounded wisdom that can help guide you or someone you care about toward healthier, more connected relationships.
In this episode, we discuss:
How addiction impacts family dynamics
Steps to rebuild trust and emotional safety
Tools for healthier communication
Why family involvement strengthens long‑term recovery
Dwane Richardson’s lived and professional insights
If this conversation resonates with you, we’d love your support.
 
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Anthony Grimaldi of Southeastern Integrated Care joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo podcast crew for Episode 005: MOUD - The Good, The Bad, The Ugly

Heath Cadell from Reach Community Church in Leland, NC joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo podcast team to discuss "The Church's Role in Recovery (Part 2)"

Jeremey Seamon of Coastal Horizons joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo crew to discuss "Therapy - Is It Working?  When Does it Stop?
 
 
 

Lucas Grainger from Coastal Church in Shallotte, NC joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo crew for Episode 003: The Church's Role in Recovery (Part 1)
 
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